Random Blessings

The vastness of the clear blue skies...

The colors of the pretty rainbow...

The fragrance of the fresh bloomed flowers...

The moisture of the pristine morning dew...

The mystical blur of the heavy fog...

The romance of the moonlit night...

The golden beam of the morning sun...

The scent of the rain drenched earth...

The purity of innocent love...

The understanding of a deep friendship...

The memories of the nostalgic past...

The faith of heartfelt prayers...

The hope of beautiful dreams...

The mystery of the unpredictable future...

The challenge of the stubborn present...

these are the random 'blessings' life is all about!!

and sometimes, just sometimes for a chosen few, its all about fighting that one hard blow of destiny which tries to throw us off our feet so that we crumble in self-pity because we are forced to think we aren't blessed enough...

but probably it is life's way of teaching us that we have to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and move on!!!

Life is just this moment...

Some moments are very magical...
In the way they allow opposites to coexist...

Moments where you can be very emotional...yet extremely calm and peaceful...

Moments where there is a lot of happiness...yet deep  pain within...

There is great fullness...and also a lot of anger and complaint...

There is nostalgia, a lot of it...but also a little hope...

There is the terrible sorrow one feels on losing something really precious...yet there is a sense of extreme joy at the realization that something precious having been there all this while, having been mine, and that it will never be truly lost...

There is a deep sense of attachment...and a strong growing urge of detachment...

There is loneliness, a dark, desperate feeling of being lost and useless...and there is a bright smiling light on the other hand, something that reassures with a loving presence that you are not all alone, not all unwanted...

Being forgotten feels bad...but when there is someone, somewhere who remembers you and you realize those are the only people who really matter to you, you just cannot stay feeling bad...

Life is not a war that you have to win...

Life is just this moment...

this one-fist-joy, 

one-fist-sorrow, 

This flickering hope, 

This affectionate pain,

This paradox...!!

I may not be a winner always, maybe even a loser sometimes...

But I have what really matters and what I really need, at the end of it all...

It feels great... :):)

Because life is lived in full circle!!!

We fall by fate or destiny, unaware of what lies ahead...
We stumble on chances...
We walk with dreams in our head...
We twist to adjust to circumstances...
We jog to reach a little faster...
We turn ways when faced with crisis..
We skip a step to avoid confrontation...
We sprint as we reach closer...
We pause to then contemplate on what we really want...
We squirm as we realise how much we have lost out on...
We hide for we feel the need of time on our own...
We flee to escape from everything for a while...
We fly as we realize the joy we had experienced...
We soar in the pride of what once was...
We fear we might have lost it all...
And then we fall..again
only to find ourselves back to exactly where we started...
Because life is lived in full circle!!!

Sometimes i feel , In life i have a tendency to complicate things which otherwise would have been simple...It is just so simple to entangle the simplest details.. and confusing not just me but also those who love me.....and the truth is its neither their fault nor mine..

i guess i was just born complicated!! :(  (Which can really mess up things at times)

Choices!!!

With the passing time, i am learning something incredibly important that i hope and intend to remember always and forever
...
In life there is often a phase that is tricky, treachrous and confusing...And all too often there are choices to be made..There are always a set of choices that are easier and faster than the others...obviously seemingly convenient...
But in the long run, when faced with difficult choices pick the one for the right reasons...rather than the apparent right reasons...
Maybe u'r stuck between your logical sane self...and the sentimemtal u...Just close your eyes...listen to your heart..and make your choices...:-)...

Sometimes when you sit down and reflect upon the past, a lot of untold, unfinished stories come up...parts of fragmented reality uncovered...
A well thought;pre reharsed; planned event which never occured....
A meetng postponed indefinitely...
A long awaited conversation that suddenly changed course...
A hope which eventually died out...
A dream which lasted only till u wr asleep...
A promise hidden deep in yur heart...
Sigh...!!!
And then u r just left wondering if things could have been ny different...
Don't live yur life in regrets...Live as u want...Believe!!! Because Sometimes magic is hidden just around; waiting to be revealed...

Sometimes i want to cry aloud...
not because i m weak...
But because i'm tired of acting too strong!!!