I, Me, Myself

A question that keeps on boggling my mind is " What would i have done instead of this ? What would have i been if not this?? "
There comes a day in everyone's life when we ask ourself "the question".
Whether it is the night before your 12th grade board examination, when you are staring at your final sem's result or the day when you start searching yourself in a queue of thousand others...
No matter how hard we try there is always a doubt..a feeling that we can do better than this !!! But wats inportant is to make sure that "the question" takes us to the heights of our dreams...
Take a chance for yourself...
Let yourself free...
Its possible you took a wrong turn somewhere..maybe you are afraid of failure now or may be it is the burden of expectations ??
But let go of these apprehensions for once...because only then when you can overcome the shadow of these...you can find the answers better...
There are times when you want to run away from these questions...the questions that probe you to think and think...and sometimes you just cant make out...it all seems so distant...But you can't run from questions.. You can try but you can't run from yourself,and after sometime you will come back to the same place where it all starts. The ground Zero, where you dont have any secrets, where you cant make excuses, where you have to answer all the questions raised and where you are your own interrogator...
Ask yourself Where is the fire now ? What happened to your passion ? What about your big arguments on doing what you like??
Probing these questions will make you realize of the time when you had tons of hope...The good times, time when you were happy, time when there were no confrontations...But will also make you search the answers somewhere deep down within yourself...
Everyone has fought some very hard battles whether emotional, physical or mental... laughed on themself and cried too...Made mistakes too... Sometimes unknowingly and sometimes in your senses, but acceptence is the key...Understandng what went wrong and admitting it...
But never back down on what you think is yours. Not today. Not tomorrow. Never...
Once this realization is made you will have a smile on your face...you will feel alive again...
And If you knew that hope and despair were paths to the same destination, which would you choose ?