"The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t how hard you hit; it’s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain’t you. You’re better than that."

i wish i knew!!!

I wish I knew all the answers in this world.
I wish I knew the right questions to the above answers .
I wish I knew why I am the way I am.
I wish I knew why the others behave with me the way they do.
I wish I knew why I am good at things I am good at.
I wish I knew why I mess up things I mess up.
I wish I knew how I feel right now.
I wish I knew where I am heading with my life..
I wish I knew something or anything at all.

Guess what's really tiring...
to act sane all the time!!!
And yes, sometimes it really is "acting", this listening to mind, applying thought, doing the 'correct' justifiable thing, being sensible process...because the heart wants to be crazy once in a while, act, think, feel, crib, cry without catering to reason.

The toughest time in life is probably when you sit with people with whom you shared a beautiful relationship, with whom you had never ending conversations blurting out almost everything and you have nothing to say! When suddenly you feel scarcity of words. When the song at media player breaks the silence. You don't have courage to look into their eyes neither do they have. Inspite of sitting next to them you can feel the thousand mile distance in between. Sitting numb just looking at watch. Thanks to cell phone they occasionally give you an excuse to take a break. With artificial smiles on face everyone around is smiling for no reason.
In the end on a more practical note,

If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it. :(

After all is said and done, more is said than done..
PHEW!!!

see your troubles as blessing

...have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart.Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experienceing everything.At present, you need to live the question.Perhaps you'll gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day.

p.s:just read these lines and really loved them and found them really true

Have done quite a few things lately,learnt people,understood them,loved a few,even hated a few. Sometimes its just nothing.There are hundred people we meet,a few we remember for long,another few cannot forget..and last few we hate to recall.But love stays,those spent moments seem fresh even at the thought of a recall..fresh enough.They keep coming back,to kill you and make you live at the same time.Can two equally strong and opposite things stay together at the same time? i dont wonder enough about it though..